I received a shocking phone call from last Maghrib after buka puasa time. My beloved's sister passed away on the first day of Ramadhan. Rasa ralat sangat sebab dah lama tak tanya khabar dia dan lama dah tak jumpa dia. Macam2 yang dia lalui dan simpan yang dia tak cerita, pasal sakit, pasal berpisah dengan suami.
Allahu...sedih betul. Aifarissa. She always address me as her twin since we are of the same age and i am kinda their angah when their angah passed away 7 years before.
Sahur time tadi kawan rapat dia masa kat office cerita to me how she always cerita about me to her. She showed her my umrah pictures and all. Dan memang terdetik semalam masa ziarah dia kat kubur semalam, if Allah izinkan saya pergi semula menunaikan umrah, akan saya niatkan satu untuk dia!
May we meet again at Jannah my twin dearie, in sha Allah.
However sad i am, i am also a bit jealous of them who left this dunya during this Holy Month and before Dajjal comes.
Ya Allah, kuatkan iman kami, matikan kami dalam Iman dan Islam, matikan kami sebelum zaman Dajjal, dan bangkitkan kami bersama-sama dengan penghuni Baqi'.
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